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Open Letter to Dr. Oz

Dear Dr. Oz:

In recent years, I have defended you, often, not because I knew you were innocent of the accusations made against you but because I knew the people making them did not have sufficient information to make them. I'm embarrassed.

I did not watch your program today because I don't watch anyone who interviews Donald Trump. He is so offensive that it makes makes me physically and emotionally sick. I waited to read about it. Since you managed to make headlines, and those headlines said absolutely nothing about you recommending that Donald Trump undergo and release a thorough psychiatric evaluation, I know now that your target audience has to be people who care nothing about having sufficient information with which to make important decisions. So, I will no longer defend you. I will probably join the people you obviously appreciate. 

There is no doubt to lay people that Trump has demonstrated the need for psychiatric evaluation so why would you, with your M.D., not recognize and point this out? The word quack has been thrown at you often and I really hate that this is one of the the things I rejected most vocally. Self-serving is one thing that I don’t recall hearing used against you but I will suggest it. Maybe your ratings were that bad? You needed to entertain the loose-hinged, unqualified, racist misogynist for attention? Whatever your reason, it reduced you to pathetic and not worth defending ever again.

Sandy

p.s. If this is true, you are no better than he is.

Really, Dr. Phil? Ten of Sixty Minutes Spent With Burke Ramsey?

Most people who know me know that I am a big fan of the Dr. Phil show (as well as his 20/20 diet book). I looked forward to the season opening with a long-awaited, first and only, Burke Ramsey interview. It was set to record in case I forgot or something came up.  Ahem – daughter who often calls during Dr. Phil. 

All that hype – and, well, all that hype only led to a major let down. I feel a bit ashamed of myself for feeling this way because, honestly, much of it was put together well. But, much of what was put together well was reruns of programs that other people put together very well in the past. 

I suppose there are a few people aged twenty-five and younger who didn’t see all of those Ramsey story clips twenty years ago and spattered again throughout the years that followed, repeatedly, until they were embedded in their memory so deeply they would never be forgotten or escaped. But, I’m wondering if they are Dr. Phil’s regular audience. (Seriously, I am wondering. I think it would be a good thing if his audience is that young but not I’m not feeling confident that this is true. Please, surprise me if you have this information.) 

Turns out, the program today (this is three-part, I now know) was twenty minutes of ads (some ads for the Dr. Phil show that I was watching but mostly regular ads), twenty-one minutes of face-to-face interview with Burke, half of which was reruns of those old clips, and nineteen minutes of Dr. Phil setting things up with old clips and no Burke involvement. 

Did I fail to notice and criticize something? Are all programs one third ads now that we have to pay to watch network television?

(If I knew how to segue, I would go into a bit right here about when cable first came out and the selling point was that we would have to pay for television channels but there would be no ads. I remember this clearly. What suckers we were. Now, many of the channels we pay for are nothing but ads.)

I hope this isn’t a preview of how the entire season will be. Twenty minutes or more of ads (and I swear I cannot tell you what one of them was even after watching again to time them) might cure my Dr. Phil addiction. And that would be a shame.

Beware My Pain

            I can count on my fingers the times I have left my home since November except to go to the store or to see doctors. It hasn’t been a good time. Nobody really knows how rough it has been because the only time people see me is when I feel good enough to leave home. Needless to say, my calendar has been empty since I didn’t feel well enough to commit to much. Yesterday, there were three items on my calendar: check on Betty, see the liver doctor, and the Anderson East concert – a birthday present that I have looked forward to since my birthday in December.

            The appointment with the doctor was actually something I looked forward to, also. He teased two visits ago about getting to divorce me and I was sure this would be the day. It was an emotional moment for both of us the day he mentioned divorcing me since, when he got a little choked up while explaining that very few patients are compliant enough to cure the level of liver disease I was battling, I was taken back to the working years that I miss so much and the many hours I spent listening to doctors express frustration and sadness over the patients who won’t follow their advice and then don’t understand why they never improve. He looked me in the eye and said, “Most of my patients die so I appreciate you.” We sort of met at the heart at that moment and, although I was glad to have healed my poor liver, I thought I would miss him when he divorced me.

            The student saw me first, reviewed my record, and said he didn’t think there was anything more they could do for me. Everything looked perfect. But when the teacher came in, he said everything appears to be perfect but with my many diagnoses, it’s possible that lab results don’t reflect the real picture. Normally, he would follow-up with a biopsy but there is something less invasive available now – at the transplant center. Again, returned to the old days when I was on the transplant committee at the hospital he is sending me to. And, he wants me to build a relationship with the transplant team – just in case. I told him I worked with that team for twenty years but we both grinned when I added that the ones who knew me had probably retired. So, instead of getting that divorce, I’m going to create a relationship with a transplant team in case my healed liver doesn’t stay healed. A bit disappointing but I still had the concert to look forward to.

            The nurse came in with a needle to give me the new one-time pneumonia vaccine because of my history of H1N1 and pneumonia, and the fact that my healthy before liver, kidneys, and lungs all took nose dives when I gave up cigarettes – a strange phenomenon that got me assigned to this guy in the first place. I asked if the shot would affect me and if so, could I return the next day since I had plans that night. She said it might make my arm sore but otherwise shouldn’t bother me much. I took the shot in my left arm.

            The concert was standing room early. Even though I’m too vain to leave home on days when I need the cane, I considered it. Decided against it since I’d have two daughters present to hold me up if necessary. We arrived about thirty minutes early and found standing space near the stage that worked for me because I’m taller than they are. I’m a people watcher so the group to the right were fun for me – in the study of old guy trying to be cool in front of his son’s friends and looking like a fool sorta way. Other than his son’s total lack of body consciousness and elbowing my right arm until I congratulated myself on the left-arm-for-the-shot decision, they were mostly fun. In contrast, the father and husband of the group to the left apologized a couple of times and tried to reign in his wife, daughter, and friends when they trampled into our space.

            The most fun we had during our waiting time was trying to lift our feet off of the sticky carpet. One daughter stepped out of her shoe and we discussed how horrible it would be to have to touch that floor and why would they use carpet instead of flooring they could mop, etc. To them, it was probably just a silly conversation. To me, it was much more since the likelihood of me ending up on the floor was much greater. That made me a little bit sad.

            On the positive side of this mixed evening, I thoroughly enjoyed the warm-up band that I had never even heard of before – enough to come home with two CDs, which I used for protection for a short time. By the time this group was finished, my pain level was about an 8 on that 1-10 scale. When I reach that level, my hip goes numb which probably sounds both confusing (how can it be painful and numb?) and consoling. My pain seems to transfer; as the hip goes numb, the pain just finds a new place to land. And as the hip goes numb, the chances of hitting that disgusting floor increase.

            We made sure to only leave our space one at a time. If one went to the bathroom or out to smoke, the other two got bigger and saved her space. When I returned from purchasing my CDs, two new women who hadn’t been there before were now in front of us. I could either step back and crowd the kind people behind us who had been there as long as we had, or stand my ground and crowd the crashers. (Anyone who has been anywhere near me in recent months knows what I think about party crashers and it isn’t a bit pretty.) One daughter was turned around talking to the people behind and pretending not to notice these women and the other had steam pouring out the top of her head. “They keep bumping into me and crowding me out,” she complained. We both scooted back a bit and I asked if they had been there. No. They had just come and pushed their way in. I didn’t imagine that.

            Even in my new position, which I thought was a bit impolite to the people behind me, the woman in front of me kept backing into me. Hard. And it didn’t appear to be accidental since she would look at her friend and grin each time. I had the CDs in my hand so I held them with the pointed end out so she would hit that instead of me next time. Pain level at least 8 means I am concentrating with every bit of self-control I can muster to keep from crying already. Having a rude bitch bumping into me on purpose is unnecessary and unacceptable. Going to the back of the room was probably the best option but I wasn’t even sure I could walk back there without embarrassing myself since the walk back from the merchandise table had been difficult and I staggered a few steps and figured people probably thought I was drunk.

            So, I stood there, with my CD point out and hated the bitch more each time she bumped into it and laughed and pushed harder the next time. I finally said to her, “You already took the space I had been standing in. You want the space I’m in now, too?” She laughed and nodded and started swinging arms and dancing around to show me she would take whatever she wanted. One daughter left and the other told me this is how things are. I moved over into the space the daughter who left had vacated and thought that would solve the problem. But, it didn’t. Bitch switched places with her friend, too, so she would be in front of me again and leaned back, putting her full body weight (which was a lot) on me. Pain shot through my hip, up my back, into my head and I thought surely I would hit the floor. And that’s when I shoved her.

            I had no idea how hard I shoved her. She sailed about three people spaces into the group to the right, knocking a couple of them off balance. People stepped back like they expected a fight. She yelled loudly that I kept pushing her, hoping, I guess, that the bouncer who had taken a couple of steps toward us would hear. I looked him in the eye and said, “You know how long I’ve been standing here.” He nodded and stepped back. She returned to stand in front of me but didn’t push me anymore.

            8 went to 9 in no time but the headliner came on and I got to scream. That helped a little. I stood there until the Charlie horses in my foot and calf were unbearable and I knew I wouldn't be able to walk out if I didn’t do so soon. So, I went to the back of the room and limped around the rest of the show, so sure the cramps would take over my entire body when I sat down in the car to come home and my daughters were going to hear me scream and cry.

            Fortunately, that didn’t happen and I managed to get myself to bed without waking neighbors.

            I hate rude people. This was definitely a case of not knowing what someone is going through but it shouldn't have mattered. Even if I had no pain, she was a bitch.